Thursday, February 17, 2011 @ 9:32 PM
to nyws sec 2s:
Hey juniors, I think you'd probably won't read this, but this post is just to clear my mind a bit. Maybe one day when you all stalk me and find this blog, this post will give you some relief.
Hey Sec 2s. I know I'm not the closest senior with you all, and I probably don't talk to you guys as much as Qianyi or Esther do, but I just want to tell you something.
We're fighting for you. We are. The reason we know you guys are upset is because as we said, we observe. We observe because we care. We've known since day one. The sec 4 batch is really bonded, so we talk to each other a lot. And we know we're a good bond as a batch, that's why we go and look at our juniors.
Since school started, the sec 4s have been meeting up before training. Or at least most of us. We are all involved in everything that happens. T-shirt design, Comps schedule, wushu matters, election matters - we know everything.
There's no need to feel scared about us knowing everything. I think it's better thna us not knowing at all.
We worry for you guys. We hate to see conflicts happen, because they can break a CCA. We're not balming you either. In a conflict, both sides have responsibility. We're here both sides, and we're fighting to get you heard.
Today you found out "we know everything". Today some of you cried in front of me for the first time. Today I saw you the saddest you've ever been. I've always thought of your batch as like the cheeriest batch of juniors. You guys always smile, and always have fun outings, and laugh all the time. So it made me sad today that you guys were sad.
Every training since day one, your sec 4 seniors have been discussing about your issue. We want to help, but we're not sure how. I think there's some sort of telepathy going on in our batch, because I'm very sure today during training, wanqing and qianyi were appealing to xue for you. And the rest of us who knew talked to you, because we didn't want you to lose faith.
Personally, I've felt your way before. I'm not the strongest one in my batch. Everytime the coach says we have to try-out for jiti, or we have to ce-shi for jiti, I get nervos jitters, because I know how badly I want in, and how badly I will break if I don't. Jiti is one of my motivations every wushu training.
Never ever lose faith, sec 2s. If you don't know "who to trust", at least trust your batchmates. Trust everyone of them. If there's no trust, there's no Jiti. Trust that everything's going to be okay. Trust that your seniors will fight for your rights.
And even if there's no this year, there's always next year. And trust me when I say before the sec 4 batch leaves wushu, we will fight for you guys. We'll keep fighting. So don't give up on hope either.
love, your senior, Ping Ghee. NYWS batch 11 <3