ping ghee. 14+. 16th October. NYGH. NYWS'11. 212'09 forever. 309'10. family. friends. Him.
Taylor Swift. BLG. chick flicks. sweets. caramel. glee. how i met your mother. csi:miami. pretty little liars. money. shopping. movies. enjoying life in general.
ships: Haleb (PLL), Fuinn (Glee), Quick (Glee), Mina (Glee), Sober (PLL), Swarkles (HIMYM), Danvannah (Hellcats)
“I have always been fascinated with fairy tales, and the idea that Prince Charming is just one castle away. And you’re gonna run across a field and meet each other in the middle, and have an amazing, perfect movie kiss. And it’s gonna be happily ever after.”

Funny how little things can make me realise of important things.

you took a swing, i took it hard;
guys! chillax!
hilary don't cry!

I was referring to the impromptu photo we took at comps! the one where we were all getting ready to shang chang!

OH! good luck to Moony and Wan Qing and Wan Lin and Tian Jiao and Amelia for council interviews! JIAYOUS! <3

Oh, YEE WIN CUT HER HAIR AGAIN! brb,laughing.

<3
;and down here from the ground i see who you are.

I took a step back and watched me go;

Am watching SWAC now, which amuses me greatly.
I don't think I've been a nice friend, partner, group member or generally a person, lately.

******
SWAC:
Sonny--"Let's see what's on today's menu."
*moves towards food tray*
Sonny--"Ick."
*moves towards second food tray
Sonny--"Ick in soup,"
*moves towards third food tray*
Sonny--"Ick on a stick. Well at least there's some variety."

;Told you I'm not bulletproof, now you know.

Since everyone in my batch who has a blog wrote about it, I'll write about it.
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It rained that morning.

Maybe it was a bad sign, a bad omen.

All I thought then was no more sun, no more heat.

...

Walking out of class to go competitions for the first time, with all my friends cheering me on, really lifted my spirits high. Full of a freaky thing called confidence.

We joked about my hanger, our biao yan fu, Shen Lin's hair, and laughed and laughed.

We laughed on the bus, and kept on laughing about Esther's clumsiness, random things, flags, handphones, songs.

We kept laughing.

The tense hours of competition I will never forget.


Know that law where everything that can go wrong will go wrong?

Yeah. That happened.

I really wished I was the one to step out and offer my place to Yee Win.

It's not her fault; none of us wanted to give up the one chance to perform.

I shut my ears and looked away, hoping that we would stop all this bickering and choosing of who to go.

We fought on, without Yee Win.

I remember one of our opponents saying something about "last place" and "sorry" to us, but it was all a blur then.

We took a mini batch photo. Ser Yeen and I formed a distorted heart with our hands.

The last thing I thought before going up was, "This is it."

Realisation overwhelmed me.

This was probably the last chance to impress.

....



You'd probably not know how it feels to stand and stare at the computer screen, knowing that it will secure everything.

I nearly stumbled over when I saw our marks.

Then the tears started to flow.

I felt dissappointed with myself obviously.

Then we kept on crying.

Bubble tea didn't help to ease our pain or sadness.


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"Ping Ghee, I thought your competition is today?"

"No, it was yesterday."

"How was it?"

*awkward pause*

"We got....fifth."

*longer pause*

"Not bad what."

"But there were.... six teams."



Reflecting onthis experience, maybe we have each learnt something from this.

Next year, I SWEAR, I'm gonna ping1 le4!

Jiayous NYWS! Let's get B div overall champs!

Watch out! NYWS is coming through. <33

DAMN OM.

Shan't even bother doing a nice title. D:

As competition gets nearer, we are getting more desperate. D:

D:

I wish OM was next week instead of this... we really need every training we have.

The Om-ers better focus and learn the new stuff soon, or we're dead or they're dead.

Seriously, I don't feel good kicking them out like that... I wouldn't feel happy if I were them.

Hilary is getting pissed. Moony is getting frustrated. I'm getting worried. Esther and Ser Yeen are still so calm... like that chinese phrase thingum somethingsomethingmoran.

bah. /

D:

our love is like a song;

My headache still won't go away.
I don't know nwhy either. It better go away by tomorrow.

Everytime I think "tomorrow" I think of LA blocktest. I seriously need to score super high or else I'll die or something.

Seeing that I'm going to fail Geog, and suck at History, I better pull up the grades of the subjects I don't really suck at.

I hate studying like crap. but I knid of like the new system.

I wish there was never a thing as exams. We would then be happy little sheep living happy little lives with no care for grades.

Boo.

D:

;you can't forget it, at all.

Labels: die, gonna die

I'll come in with the rain;

I think I basically pissed a lot of people today.

I have a sore headeache that won't GO AWAY.

Livejournal isn't working for me.

I haven't done dang an. I'm trying to right now.

Emo songs are really good therapy now.

I need more rock.

I want to laugh, I want to cry. I want to dig up a hole in the ground, climb in, and never come out.

I suck.


;Well baby-y-y-y, that's just me.