ping ghee. 14+. 16th October. NYGH. NYWS'11. 212'09 forever. 309'10. family. friends. Him.
Taylor Swift. BLG. chick flicks. sweets. caramel. glee. how i met your mother. csi:miami. pretty little liars. money. shopping. movies. enjoying life in general.
ships: Haleb (PLL), Fuinn (Glee), Quick (Glee), Mina (Glee), Sober (PLL), Swarkles (HIMYM), Danvannah (Hellcats)
“I have always been fascinated with fairy tales, and the idea that Prince Charming is just one castle away. And you’re gonna run across a field and meet each other in the middle, and have an amazing, perfect movie kiss. And it’s gonna be happily ever after.”

List of celebrities in order of appearance (in case you guys didnt know):
Jimmy Fallon (Host)(the one driving the car)
Lea Michele, Chris Colfer, Cory Monteith, Amber Riley (Glee) (left to right (:)
Tina Fey (30 Rock) (the one with the glasses)
Kate Gosselin (Dancing with the Stars) (one in the wierdo dress)
Have-No-Effing-Idea-Who-The-Dancing-Guy-Is
Betty White (The Proposal/Golden Girls) (old ladyy)
JANE LYNCH (Glee) (the one wearing the tracksuit throwing the slushie)
Unknown (Lost) (the kinda fat guy highfiving Jimmy Fallon)
Nina Dobrehv (Vampire Diaries) (the girl who jumped out from nowhere)
Joel McHale!! (The Soup) (guy who grabs the camera)
Tim Gunn (Project Runway) (guy wearing tuxedo who changes the clothes and says his classic line, "Make it work")
Randy Jackson (American Idol) (haha, the plump black guy playing the guitar)

At 6:10 you see Matthew Morrison (acts as Will Schuester on Glee) acting like a proud teacher. AWWWW.

If you’re alone, I’ll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I’ll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I’ll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I’ll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I’ll just be me.
-Quote-book @ tumblr

Just remember this.

What I'm thankful for in these 40 minutes past midnight.

1. Different time zones. (thanks Liz, you're a gem. I'm so glad I met you)
2. Cookies
3. Youtube (been watching big brother. TEAM RAGAN & BRITNEY RAWR)
4. My handphone wallpaper. (If you don't know what it is, it's a picture of my loves, my batchies.)
5. My handphone screensaver (Similarly, if you don't know what it is, it's a picture of Callie and I)


I hate being Libra-n sometimes.

it's like you give me a life raft, then puncture a hole in it once i get on it.

im still alive, but im barely breathing.

instant cheer me up fo sho.

Today was a boring and unhigh day. Nothing made me happy at all. I just realised I hardly even smiled, except for the walk back to class from the quadrangle.

Then I went for training. BATCHIEZZ ARE SO AWESOME. WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT YOU GUYZZZ.
I mean, training was tough because of the sudden appearance of one Porridge, but I love training with batchies, cause we are almost all on the same wavelength. (and height, haha) And I love jiti, it keeps me alive in wushu. I really really really like our new jiti now. I really really really do.

I really really really enjoy being with my batchies. Seeing them make me smile. Seeing THAM WAN QING in what seemed like a bajillion gazillion years made me so high. Jiti also made me quite high today. (: There's something about Batch'11 that never fails to make my day.

I don't even know why I'm reflecting so much, must be leftover high? Haha, idk. It's probably because I had a sadly monotone day and in a metaphor (because I love metaphors) Batch 11 is like the colour on my blank white canvas of today. I don't remember any shit about what I learned in Chem today, but I remember all the stupid inside and outside jokes, the new moves, chatting with Blood (haha, or Snow) about teachers and him allowing us to just sit down and slack after we train, or sharing his story with us about that girly move. Or deciding our roles in Hilary's future wedding (flower girl right here). Or singing loudly in off key voices songs from Justin Bieber and Taylor Swift, all the walk from rooftop hall till bus-stop.

I love Batch'11. That's one thing I don't think will ever change. Let's chiong and perfect our jiti by the performance and then show the hwa chong people that our NYWS got standard one! Jia-jiayou ah! (:D)

And cheer up _____! Don't blame yourself too much! Learn to forgive yourself!! (:

I LOVE THIS SONG. LIKE A TON OF BRICKS MUCH. :D




My JAMMMM

People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life…

Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia)

tumbling over at tumblr, tumble over to macaroon@tumblr. daily photos, videos, songs, quotes, texts, etc

macaroon: a small sweet cake consisting largely of ground almonds.
small = (shortness/skinniness)
sweet = (*egos*)
largely = (an irony in itself. I may be small, but im full of love.)
ground almonds = (nuts. I get my heart hurt many times and I go through many Troubles.)

(yes, it's an actual word. it's a pastry, not to be confused with macaron.)

i'll still be posting here though. (((:

NPH IS GOING TO BE A FATHER. TO TWINS.

:DDDDDDDDD

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People.
1) I know I'm only here for your entertainment. I fear that I care for you more then you care for me. And it hurts me inside.
2) Please don't leave me ever. I need you in my life. (Actually I don't wish. I can. This is for Callie.)
3) I wish I had the chance in the past to be better friends with you. To see past my own prejudices and maybe even become your best friend. You were willing to let me into your life, but I just wasn't.
4) Thank god I have you in my life. (For WQ)
5) Thank god I have you in my life. (For Vanessa)
6) You are an arrogant and selfish beyotch. Keep away from me.
7) Why aren't we as close anymore? We used to be able to talk. Now we just stare at each other in the corridor and wave. What happened?
8) I miss having you in my life.
9) Why aren't we as close anymore?
10) I wish you hadn't left. If you hadn't, we could still have been close friends. We have so much in common. If you had stayed, we'd probably be as close as sisters.

Nine things about myself.

1) I dance.
2) I roll my eyes often, just not in front of you guys.
3) I do roleplay online on livejournal.
4) Nothing's "okay" when I say "I'm okay".
5) I get suicidal, but lack the guts to actually do it.
6) I have trouble embracing change, when the past is much more pleasant.
7) I give out more love than I receive back.
8) I hate when people lie to me.
9) Most of the time, I don’t mean what I say. It usually is in the heat of the moment.

Eight ways to win my heart

1) Be yourself.
2) Hug me
3) Don't judge me.
4) Care for me.
5) A simple "I love you" would do. Not ily, ilu. the whole phrase is more sincere, isn't it?
6) Understand me.
7) Actually pay attention to every word I say.
8) Send me nice mushy messages or texts.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot.

1) Why me and ______ are even friends, and why I care so much when she doesnt.
2) TV shows. (:
3) What ifs.
4) Memories
5) What I am going to do later
6) The future.
7) Food! ;)

Six things I do before I fall asleep.

(not in order,)
1) Pray
2) Brush my teeth
3) Off my computer
4) Check my phone
5) Brush my hair
6) wash my face

Five people who mean a lot.

(I'm doing "groups of people" unless stated otherwise)
1) Family.
2) Callie
3) WQ, WL, R, V
4) Batchies
5) 212'09

Four things you’re wearing right now.

1) hairband
2) pyjama top
3) pyjama pants
4) my heart on my sleeve ( :D )

Three songs that you listen to often.

1) Bad Romance (Lady Gaga)
2) Fifteen (Taylor Swift)
3) Hero/Heroine (BLG)

Two things you want to do before you die.

1) Travel the world. Or just a few places.
2) Fall in and out of love.

One confession

I used to have a secret aspiration to dance professionally. Now? Not so much. Quitting ballet killed it badly.

tumblr quote haul (from quote-book on tumblr)

If the world was perfect, it wouldn’t be. (Yogi Berra)

Do not fear death, but rather the unlived life. You don’t have to live forever, you just have to live. (Natalie Babbitt)

But when the night is falling and you cannot find the light, If you feel your dream is dying hold tight. You’ve got the music in you. (You Get What You Give)

What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away. And never knowing what could’ve been and not saying that loving you is what I was trying to do. (What Hurts The Most)

Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now. (The Truth)

Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart. (C.S Lewis)

All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on. (Havelock Ellis)

I think it happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. And so you keep the wonderful memories but find yourself moving on. It’s perfectly normal. (Nicholas Sparks)

He is no fool who gives up that which he cannot keep for that which he cannot lose. (Jim Elliot)

The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain. (Jennifer Aniston)

Regrets are a waste of time. They’re the past crippling you in the present. (Under The Tuscan Sun)

This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something. (Elizabeth Gilbert)

Life doesn’t have to be perfect. It just has to be lived. (Dexter)

They can't scare me... if I scare them first. (Lady Gaga)

Did you forget, that I was even alive?



And at last, all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that I've learned
I won't forget, please don't forget, about us.

But somewhere we went wrong, our love is like a song
But you won't sing along, you've forgotten about me.

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Mmm. It's a nice song.

you should read
http://macaroon.tumblr.com/

Just saying. :)

Highway run
until the mignight sun
wheels go round and round
you're~~~

Haha, I realised this song has been stuck in my head, since morning, and it totally fits with Xcountry ytd. xD (high way run, sun, wheels, etc)

So out of 3 promises, at least 2 were kept. I'm content.

I tried my best to keep the last promise though. :/ (this one sort of my fault lah, cause i was slow and you were too fast.)

and I caused Callie to break 1 (I'm sorry. D:)

309 -> 308 -> Opp ION -> Orchard Central -> Cine -> KBox -> L5 -> L6 theater 4 ->*scape ->313@somerset ->Bishan MRT ->home.


crazy crazy day. (:

“Look in the mirror and fix yourself up. Wash away those tears. Be strong, suck
it up. No one else can know. Paint on a smile and walk away. You’re okay, you
should be, that’s what they all see.”

somewhere from tumblr

(deleted line here.)

Like a tidal wave, everything's coming in too fast to react.

Love has tortured, love has killed, but love has saved a million still.

Just have to study acids and bases and salts ws + quiz, do practice paper, and I'll be done with chemistry.

Then I'll start on History, starting with good ol' Hitler, cause he'll be coming up the mountain (ha) in the paper.

too late to panic. gotta focus.

The story of life is quicker then the blink of an eye, the story of love is hello, goodbye.

Jimi Hendrix

(Y)

Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.

Bob Marley

(truth.)
(we're all gonna get hurt sometime. i don't think i've been ever not-hurt by anyone.)
(but if i still talk to you, obviously you're ~worth it~ in some way)
(i like to write in brackets. brackets are pretty.)
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