ping ghee. 14+. 16th October. NYGH. NYWS'11. 212'09 forever. 309'10. family. friends. Him.
Taylor Swift. BLG. chick flicks. sweets. caramel. glee. how i met your mother. csi:miami. pretty little liars. money. shopping. movies. enjoying life in general.
ships: Haleb (PLL), Fuinn (Glee), Quick (Glee), Mina (Glee), Sober (PLL), Swarkles (HIMYM), Danvannah (Hellcats)
“I have always been fascinated with fairy tales, and the idea that Prince Charming is just one castle away. And you’re gonna run across a field and meet each other in the middle, and have an amazing, perfect movie kiss. And it’s gonna be happily ever after.”

Opening 2011


Opening SOOON HOLY CRAPPP
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. NO WORDS. NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THIS.
funfacts: when HBP opened here, my mom wanted to bring me and my sis to watch it, I drew a hufflepuff scarf on my knee. yup, im cool like that. badgers ftw!


opening 2011
WHY? BECAUSE THERES NEIL PATRICK HARRIS AND JAYMA MAYS. NO OTHER EXPLANATION NEEDED.

I also want to watch The Kids are Alright, and Little Fockers, but they'll prolly be rated. xD

So, I cut bangs. And now my hair is shoulder length.

I mean, I'd rather it be longer hair + bangs, or shoulder length hair minus bangs.

Now I've got both.

Ahh crap. I dont look like me at all, which slightly scares me.

I think I look... foreign. o_O

Sleeping late hours? Yeah, that's totally my thing right now.

Why do I wait till the last week to start properly doing my homework?

No idea.

DR HORRIBLE ROCKS OHMYGOD, I LOVE YOU NEIL PATRICK HARRIS. WHY ARE YOU GAY. (NPH IS THE GUY WITH THE BLONDE HAIR WHO STARTS THE SONG.)
although he acts as the antagonist, the "protagonist" (the muscular guy) is like evil. all he wants to do is to do the you-know-what with the red haired girl. but the antagonist truly loves the red haired girl but always dont have the guts to tell her



so people start rooting for the antagonist to win. awesome mini movie. go youtube and watch. search "Dr Horrible act 1" WATCH IT, CALLIE!!

ILY NPH !

The next post it number 505, and I hope its a happy post. :3

ANYWAYS WTF IS THIS MIGRAINE.

I slept at 10.30pm and I woke at 10.30am (I didnt intend to wake so late. I set my alarm at 7, but i was like "No." and I slept another 3 hours) AND I STILL HAVE A MIGRAINE?!

Well, at least it's subsided a little bit.

MATHHH. argh, screw math.

=___= How does one treat migraines?

Other than the obvious lack of sleep? D:

I shall go get an ice pack, cause google tells me too.

So I've been rewatching HIMYM recently from season 1 inbetween homework (it works!)

And I finished watching Dr Horrible. It's amazing, everyone should go watch it. It's a mini web series! WITH NPH IN IT! everyone should go watch it haha, it's on youtube!

and if it does, i hope you're not avoiding me. you're everywhere, i swear, but just not talking to me.

stop avoiding me dammit. if i did something wrong, just tell it to my face. because right now, yeah, i'm taking everything like a man. well, im not a man, im just using that as an expression. but anyway, if you have something to say, say it. no seriously. its better to hurt knowing what went wrong than to find out when its all too late.

call me shallow, but i realised what i need to be happy in life, is to be appreciated a bit more.

i want to be praised for a job well done, i want people to appreciate me helping them, carrying their burden etc.

a simple "thank you" would suffice, really. i dont want to be the rock in the corner that you run t for help, then afterwards, forget i helped you in the first place.

i would just liked to be told "hey nice piece of work.". but i dont think i'll be, cause i'm not good at art, handwriting, public speaking, leadership, or any of that kind of great things. i dont even know what im good at, really.

i would just like to be appreciated for existing in your life, yaknow? would it make a difference if i died?

things: off mind right now. i feel good.

argh, life is so screwed.

i hate when my life is stacked up so neatly and then some wind comes to knock it down again. then i rebuild the tower, and damn, something always knocks it down.

but i'll keep building. i just have to keep building right?

7 more days!

Actually, as I'm writing this post, exactly 180 hours (school starts at 7.45 right?)

CRAPCRAPCRAPCRAP.

i mean, these holidays have been realllll fun, but homework is not so fun. And I haven't completed my homework yet. damnn.

Worries for next term (some are blank cause... they're kinda private.)
1. JITI. If i don't get in, i really dont see any purpose of me staying in wushu anymore.
2. whether my plan will work. and it better, because _______ lies in its result.
3. the bubbling question of whether _____________________. i really hope it's me.
4. whether my ____________________. i really hope it doesn't. i hope it improves, not deproves. (heh, this one is related to 3)
5. NYAA (why? cause i haven't written in that damn diary since april. -_-)

Well, 1 is going to be resolved sooner than the rest. Actually 4 might be gone soon. it really depends on the person. and thus, also 3. actually 3 has been there since april, so i don't think it's leaving anytime soon. 5 is hopeless. i really need time. 2 has to wait till the end of the term.

I SHOULD STOP WORRYING (for a while) AND START DOING CHINESE COMPO. YES.

i'm mainly just confused.

Usually my online self and real-life self don't cross paths (we're like in AUs.), but RL self needed to borrow this from OL self.

For your reading;
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Abor Vitae: True Friendship
-Thank you for accepting me for who I am and still sticking by me in the toughest of times. Although now we're mostly seperated, we still love each other dearly. ily!! sfm!

Baby's Breath: Happiness
-Because I'm truly happy when I'm with any one of you

Chrysanthemum: You are a wonderful friend
-I think I've already explained this for the first one, but you guys deal with my shit and are still my besties? You guys are wonderful.

Geranium, Oak-leaf: Friendship
-Self explanatory xD

Fennel: Strength
-May our friendship stay strong. <3

Hydrangea : Thank you for understanding
-Thank you for understanding me and giving me all the encouragement I need.

If you are curious, http://www.iflorist.com/en/gifts/meaning/ helps. (:

CREEPY SONGS FTW. I think the producers of Pretty Little Liars are incredibly witty.
watch this video while reading the below. :D making atmosphere.



Basic plot of Pretty Little Liars:
4 friends, Aria, Hanna (MY FAV CHARACTER. SO PRETTY *_*), Spencer and Emily, led by queen bee Alison, once ruled the school.
Then one day at a slumber party, while the four were asleep, Alison went missing. Spencer tride to go look for her, but they couldn't find her.
3 years later, Aria comes back from a stint in Iceland, Hanna is now the new queen bee with her new best friend Mona, and basically they all grew apart.
Then one day, (dundundun....) THE POLICE FIND ALISON'S BODY. buried in concrete.
so the four friends reunite.
and during Alison's funeral, they get harassed by a text message": "I'm still here bitches, and i know everything, A."
SO CREEPY RIGHT.
okay, so each of the 4 have a secret. and they only told Alison. so now the police are interrogating them, and they still have to figure out who creepy "A" is.

i think i might make it my ringtone. so epic, then when it plays, people will be freaked out. :D EXCELLENT.

Thank you for today! <3 teehee, ILY TTM!

speaking of today, damn i'm tired man, 4 hours of walking/standing (okay, minus lunch) and 1 hour mrt ride home and flats. FEET PAIN ALR.

I'm just gonna pig out at home tmr. xD REST MY POOR FEET.

EDIT; okay, i just have to write this.
so I was watching your hand in mine, and then they were talking about zen's death.
I didn't watch that scene, but appparently my dad did, so here's how our discussion went.
(Liqin is the acutal murderer, but they arrested another woman)
Me: "But to find the murderer, won't they have to find the murder weapon? Then wont they fid fingerprints??"
Dad: "Liqin used gloves, so no fingerprints"
Me: "But wouldn't there be some sort of thread left behind by the gloves/rubber?"
Dad: "aiyah, they couldn't find anything"
Me: "How about his fingerprints? WAS THERE SKIN UNDER HIS FINGERPRINTS? SURELY SHE STRUGGLED WITH HIM."
Dad: "She couldn't move mah.. she couldn't even scream for help"
Me: "..."
Dad: "There was blood on his wedding suit sleeve though."
Me: "THEN wouldn't there be blood ON the gloves too? Then they could send it to Trace and they could easily trace the blood back to Zen, then they can figure out Liqin is the murderer what!"

Yeah, CSI is getting into my head. I would make a great detective. All the above methods, such as searching for murder weapon (Horatio often says "To find the killer, we must find the weapon") and like thread and Trace, alll from CSI.

I THINK I WOULD MAKE AN EXCELLENT DETECTIVE THANKS TO CSI. (((: TV HELPS PEOPLE OKAY.

when i feel upset, i'd like a tub of icecream, a spoon and some really good chick flicks, like mean girls.

not papaya juice lol. my life = doesn't make sense.

did you forget?

PLEASE DONT TAKE ATTENTION OF THIS POST. AT ALL. IT HAS NO MEANING TO YOU. ITS JUST FOR MY CONVENIENCE. ((:

Merrow Kneazle : Alethia/caretta/snake
calariel1: Silje/calairiel/Snaaaaake
confluents: Vanessah/confluents/Puff
Exquisite Defect: Sylwia/unnecessary_/Claw
mmasailor127: Ben/???/Puff
punchlinexdivine: Ashley/uranoxymoron/Claw
sibyllevance: Sibylle/sibyllevance/Snake
madlyalice: Alice/???/Claw
kaydee1434: Megan/zq_mf/Puff
dawnfarieCammie: CAMMMIIEEEE <3/dawnfarie/Puff
snowflakediva07: Kelly/tunnels_of_loce/Puff

BUT IMPORTANT PART ISH, ADD ME ON AIM.
oohdeers
i quite like that name, although it's dumb.

houseunity <3

I think I'm being left out in the ditch.

and it's not a very nice feeling.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

OKAY IM GRINNING LIKE AN IDIOT NOW. SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT FTW. and it's not because i've finished homework, cause i haven't.

SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT. because as someone once put it

"What Doesn't Kill Me Only Makes Me Stronger" (I found a better phrase to describe my situation!)

(yes, i know nobody gets what i mean, but congratulate me anyway.)

I LOVE THIS SONGGGG (it's an old song.)



Watch the whole video. seriously. It's def not a sick and gross vid. It's v emotional... didn't reduce me to tears, but made me almost cry? yeah.

same guy who sang "breathless" btw. (: but i think his career died cause i dont hear his songs anymore. so sad.

edit; i think i would die if some guy sang this to me. but i don't have high expectations of hwachong guys. -_-

what? thank you for today. (:

callie, wanlin, wanqing,

ms sebastian (ahahah), ashton kutcher and katherine hiegl. xD

(brainless fun is still fun.)

Thank you for today! (:

++ Qian Yi, Ser Yeen, Shen Lin, Moony (although shen lin and ser yeen didnt come, but anwys)


1. My center parting ommmmgggg. makes me look damn old argh, i hate it.
2. the verification code to upload this image was "wan burgers". yes, i want burgers too, verification code.

little, little, gullible people.

well evidently, i'm not alone.

and she feels worse off and wants to cut herself, and all i want to do now is to grab an air ticket, fly over to where she is and give her a hug.

please don't cut yourself.

i don't want to care about it anymore, cause look what giving a damn got me?

OMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOOOO.

I'm excited woooo!

Plus, Beth/Drizzle is gonna be bornn! :D

I think it's funny that in the promo it seems like vocal adrenaline and new directions are the only teams competing. And Aural intensity died somewhere. xD

OH MAN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE MY LOVE FOR HIMYM.

I HAVE CALLIE AND MY SIS FOR GLEEE

AND IM NOW SECRETLY CONVERTING MY SISTER INTO HIMYM.

SOMEONE PLEASE WATCH HIMYM. IM REWATCHING IT BECAUSE OF THE WALLPAPER IN THE PREV POST.

BARNEYYYYYYYYY (OF HIMYM)! (NEILPATRICKHARRIS ROCKS *_*)

I LOVE MY NEW WALLPAPER.

http://www.thecutestblogontheblock.com/free/free-backgrounds/item/1058/asInline.html

ITS SO DARN CUTE. I PUT ALL MY DOCUMENTS AND PROGRAMS ONTO THE EMPTY SECTION IN THE MIDDLE. MY DESKTOP IS LIKE NO OTHER.

MY NEXT WALLPAPER SHALL BE
http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/7800000/Suit-up-Wallpaper-how-i-met-your-mother-7891190-1440-900.jpg

AHH ITS SO CREATIVE. I LIKE!

I obviously need more sleep because subconciously, I managed to type "Blind Watermelons" in youtube search.

Blind Watermelons. seriously.