how stupid could i be / but you're the only one i see

☁ (breathe) ping ghee. 14+. 16th October. NYGH. NYWS'11. 212'09 forever. 309'10. family. friends. Him. Taylor Swift. BLG. chick flicks. sweets. caramel. glee. how i met your mother. csi:miami. pretty little liars. money. shopping. movies. enjoying life in general. ships: Haleb (PLL), Fuinn (Glee), Quick (Glee), Mina (Glee), Sober (PLL), Swarkles (HIMYM), Danvannah (Hellcats) “I have always been fascinated with fairy tales, and the idea that Prince Charming is just one castle away. And you’re gonna run across a field and meet each other in the middle, and have an amazing, perfect movie kiss. And it’s gonna be happily ever after.”	affiliates 212'09 Kwong Chong WQ TJ GY Brenda Hannah Moony Hilary
Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 12:03 PM Marie Digby rocks. This song gave me goosebumps and nearly made me cry. ;___; Lyrics: Theres a girl Who sits under the bleachers Just another day eating alone And though she smiles There is something she's hiding And she cant find a way to relate She just goes unnoticed As the crowd passes by And she'll pretend to be busy When inside she just wants to cry She'll say... Chorus Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day When you'll ask her her name In the beginning, in the first weeks of class She did everything to try and fit in But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface And she would close her eyes when they laughed and she fell down the stairs And the more that they joked And the more that they screamed She retreated to where she is now And she'll sing... Chorus Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name And one day just the same as the last Just the days spent in counting the time Came a boy who sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind... back to top?
Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 9:15 PM Thank you ESTHER! Waitwait. WTH?! Why are there so many LOVE qns?! o__o? I delted qns 10 and replaced it with a nice/emo one. ;D A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a question formulated themselves. B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people. 1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like? Someone who understands. someone who is always there no matter what, ready to wait in silence on the phone for 10 minutes just to hear me cry and comfort me[Roanna did that once.]. she must share the same dream, hopes, and has a good personality. 2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be? That I wak up finding the world perfect, everyone is my friend, and me scoring a perfect msg of 1. 3. Whose butt would you like to kick the most? Mine. 4. What would you do with a million of dollars? Save it. And collect interest=more money! Then do what I've always wanted: Set up an adoption home for stray animals. 5. What would ur idea lover be like? See Qns 1 + Smart[Gep-er. Haha, I'm so biased.] Must be literate in English, actually talks, and will only love me and only me. BUAHAHAHAHA! 6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? Being loved by someone. Sounds selfish, but yeah. 7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? Depends who he is. 8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? Er, today's wushu training[because we didn't have to perform tao lu for him! Yay!] 9. Define the term love. Why do you want to know?! It's my secret. Nyeh. 10. If you only had an hour to live, what would you do? Call up all my friends. Prepare a will. Type out my last blog post. Gather my family. 11. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time? That means I'll be 22 years old? I'll be studying in SMU/NUS, trying to get my law degree. ;D 12. Who are currently the most important people to you? GOD, family and friends. 13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? My fellow qiang-er! A good sense of humour! xD Very ego at times! Very nice person lah. 14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? Neither? ;D 15. What is the first thing you do when you wake up? Sleep while sitting up. I have already mastered that art. 16. Would you give all in a relationship? Yes. 17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously,who would you pick? Ask my friends/family for their opinion. 18. What type of people do you hate? Show-offs. I hereby tag: 1. Jun Hui 2. Winnie 3. Nadia [Geez, all the people I want to tag have already been tagged by esther!] 4. Chelsea 5. Grace Teo 6. Chun Shan 7. Pei Ying 8. Callie back to top?
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 12:40 PM DANCE HALL DRUG BY BOYSLIKEGIRLS ROCKS! Grown up She just turned 16 Stuck in the moment Dead at the scene Fanfiction.net rocks. And it's on tonight This is the life that you wanted, right? So turn off all the lights Dressed up just like a movie star At all the parties they'll know who you are Wouldn't it be great, to be fashionably late? So why don't you wait, till you're sedated Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight? Especially Harry Potter ones. With my favourite character which you don't know! ;D Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all? Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug You can't wait to fall in love All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly? Then you should pack it up and say goodbye Cause when the push comes to the shove It's just a dance hall drug Quizilla is fun too. But some of the stories are incomplete/ PG-16 Step in and you can lock the door The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor You could take a chance on finding romance Now you're holding hands But he's got other plans Tick-tock, the clock is turning red The room won't stop spinning and thoughts in your head And it's too late You feel like you're making a big mistake You should've waited Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight? LOAD FANFICTION.NET! LOAD! Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all? Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug You can't wait to fall in love All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly? Okay. I just found some wierd random one about Draco and Harry fighting. Then you should pack it up and say goodbye Cause when the push comes to the shove It's just a dance hall drug Just wait love Show 'em what you're made of Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight? Do you, do you want to lose it all? Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug You can't wait to fall in love All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly? Then you should pack it up and say goodbye Cause when the push comes to the shove It's just a dance hall drug Do you, do you want to lose it all? Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug You can't wait to fall in love All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly? Then you should pack it up and say goodbye Cause when the push comes to the shove It's just a dance hall drug back to top?
@ 12:22 PM This makes post number 50. Yay! ;D I changed question 19 to suit my current er.. mood. Instructions: remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question then tag 8 people in your list, list them out in the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all. Q1: Do you like your present school?A1: Obviously yes! NYGH rocks so much! More than RGS and NUSH and MGS! ;D There. No offence to my lovely friends in RGS, NUSH and MGS. Q2: What is the weirdest thing you have ever done?A2: Er.. lets see. out my name down for Asst. Monitress. That's way wierd for m. Becuase in primary school I was always something like 'Science Rep' or 'Chinese Rep' I have never ever thought of being Asst. Monitor. Until this year. Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?A3: Quite a lot actually le brag. So I won't list. Because I'm lazy. ;D Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?A4: Yes. For various reaons such as [great, I'm going to list] They leave me out sometimes They get better grades than I do They sometimes ignore my existence They somtimes prefer to leave me out. They don't like it when I join their discussion/their project group etc, etc, etc. Q5: Are you afraid of death?A5: YES. I don't want to die. Q6: What is your goal this year?A6: Survive Secondary 1 and get promoted to secondary 2 by improving my languages Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?A7: Yes. Q8: Do you believe in eternity love?A8: Maybe. Depends who the person is. Q9: Have you ever broken someone’s heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?A9: No! I haven't had any romances! >_> Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?A10: Listening to music, making blogskins, blogging, eating, eating, eating, eating. Q11: Have you ever done anything for your admirer?A11: Nope. I'm always too shy to. Q12: What feeling do you hate most?A12: Loneliness and Betrayal. Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?A13: Definitely. Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?A14: My family and friends. Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?A15: Rainbows. They give me hope. Q16: Do you find life meaningless?A16: Sometimes? Yes. I sometimes think that if I were to die, nobody would care. Q17: What do you live for?A17: For food, love and friends. Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?A18: Er.... Grace, Jun Hui, Wan Lin and Wan Qing. Q19: Who do you hate most now? A19: MATCHSTICK. Q20: What material thing do you want most now?A20: Money. $$$ or a boyslikegirls CD! back to top?
@ 12:04 PM I feel so accomplished! Second blogskin made: xoxo ;D And 6 downloads already! I'm having a sudden fetish over livejournal icons. OwO Homework left to do: Chinese SIA "the cloud one"/yue du bao gao. Math SIA research traffic survey for Geog Geog presentation Math pretests ;__; study for scence blocktest study for other blocktests chinese FPS CME board game BOM training! Must remember! [not really homework, but just a reminder to me.] oh god. I just realised I have so much homework. OH! and there's: practice tao lu or else make a fool of myself in frontof matchstick/other seniors I hate matchstick. Why did 'he/she/it' have to come to Nanyang? ARGH! I want to punch 'him/her/it'. That is all. Labels: imtoolazytotag back to top?
Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 2:53 PM Grace tagged me, so here you go ;D - MUSIC MEME: 1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle. 2. Press forward for each question. 3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING! 4. Tag 3 people. 5. with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions. STEP 4- I TAG: awww man, can I tag more than 3? evil laughter Hui Ran [Hello!] Jun Hui [You! make your blog livelier!] Esther [Hello fellow qiang-er!] Nadia [HI THERE!] Winnie [HELLO MY HYPAH FRIEND!]more evil laughter 1. HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY? Breaking Free-HSM We're soaring~ Flying~There's not a star in heaven that we can't reach~Ahahaha. That's good, isn't it? I feel FREEEEEEEE! Freedom ftw! 2. WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE? Big Girls Don't Cry-Fergie Whut? Oh no! I'll cry/not cry a lot! O: horrified look 3. HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU? Fabulous-HSM2 MUSIC MEME ROCKS! Woah. I love you guys. 4.Will you get married?Ever Ever After-Carrie Underwood. This is way freaky. I'm getting answers that fit the qns! another horrified look That means I'll have a happy marriage! Yay! 5. WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG? What I've done-Linkin Park WHUT?! Roanna, surely you don't listen to such rock/emo songs. So don't you Jun Hui. Right? I thought you like Click 5 songs! This is such a sad emo song. Roanna keeps saying she sucks. YOU DON'T SUCK ROANNA! 6. WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE? Dirty Little secret-All American Rejects Shhhhhh. Not telling. ;P Nyeh. 7. WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE? Reason-Lily Allen When you first left me, I was wanting moreee~But you were **ing that girl next door~ .... DIAO .__.lll I was so lost back then~But with a little help from a friend~I saw the light at the tunnel end~ Friends are forever. I almost wrote fried are forever! xD 8. HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE? Move along- All American Rejects** I told you I almost always get songs that fit the question! le bragxD When are you gonna keep it strong~Move along, move along, like I know you do~And Even when your hope is gone~Move along,move along~Just to make it through~MOVE ALONG I think I'm gonna make a blogskin based on this song. This song rocks! Lyrics are super meaningful! 9. WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS? Don't Tell Me-Avril Lavigne Don't, because I already know! ;D This is one of Avril's nicest songs according to me. ;D Listen to it! You won't regret! 10. WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND? Jenny-The Click 5 Whut? Who's she? A new friend? YAYAYAY!!!! hyper 11. TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS? Way Back into love-Hugh Grant&Haley Bennett Awww, so sweet. They're so in love! ;D I wish I could be like them. C: 12. HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING? I don't dance-HSM2 OKAY...... I DO dance! insulted face D: 13.What song will they play at your funeral? Sexy Love-Neyo She makes the hair on the back of my neck stand up~Just one touch~ Lol, like a ghostie! Whooooosh~ It's a really sweet song. ;D 14. HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU? Where is the love?-Black Eyed Peas HAHA. About Terrorism, CIA, KKK. Oh! I get it! The're saying I oppose to these things! I AGREE WHOLEHEARTEDLY MAN! Whooo!~ 15. WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE? Work this out-HSM2 Whut? No mention about life? Er maybe, I'll work and do a rather gay dance and sing a catchy song with my colleagues at the same time? Lol. I plan to work as a lawyer mind you. Imagine the scene in High Court!ROFL! 16. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU? All For one-HSM2 Whoah. two hsm songs consecutively! FREAKY! Anyway, it means me and my eggsters and other friends are united! ;D does talenttime dance EVERYBODY ALL FOR ONE! 17. DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU? Walk Away-Kelly Clarkson Kelly Clarkson is the best singer on earth. kthnksbai. So it means they will? hahaha. 18. HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY? My Happy Ending-Avril Lavigne Don't leave me hanging, in a city so dead~ Does that mean I'll have a happy ending or a sad one? O: 19. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE? Sweet Sacrifice-Evanascence Best band ever. Boylikegirls right after. ;D I can't imagine what it means. .____. 20. WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN? Ting Ma Ma De Hua- Jay Chou Okay. That gives me enough hints. 21. WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO? Everytime we touch-Cascada (Candlelight Mix) The most funny thing is that this song is a candlelight mix, which means it's slow and romnatic and nice. @__@ 22. IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? I write Sins not Trgedies-Panic!At the Disco Go to a wedding chapel? WTH?! FANTASTIC AND CATCHY SONG. Go listen to it. 23. WHAT DOES YOUR MUM THINK OF YOU? Bring me to life-Evanascence Er...... Is that good? 24. WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET? You are the music in me-Sharpay version[HSM2] Whoo whoo! Haha. I love sharpay's version, cause it's so cute. ;D BUTBUTBUT. what does it mean? 25. WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG? Secret-Jay Chou Whut? For all I know, she doesn't even like Jay Chou. >__> That gives you some hint it isn't Alethea. Of course it isn't her. She's secretive and can travel to different time dimensions? Whoa! I want to do that! 26. WHAT'S YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE? Bad Day-Chipmunks Yay. chipmunks! But a sad song. Sigh. 27. WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING? Happy Birthday-The Click 5 Whoooo! The wedding is on my birthday? That's way cool! And I'll be 21. @__@ --------------------- I love music meme! I hope someone tags me back. xD Labels: imtoolazytotag, musicmeme back to top?
@ 11:18 AM Bing Bang woosh!~ I feel so accomplished. I actually made my first blog skin and submitted it to blogskins. ;D For those curious ones, the account is toxxique` . Title of blogskin? o1`Hold on-toxxique. Yay! major accomplishment ftw~ Actually, I submitted the skin like, a week ago. xD I'm actually not allowed to blog now. Maybe moday/tuesday I'll do the music meme. cheerio! Ping Ghee Labels: imtoolazytotag back to top?
Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 4:59 PM I have learnt finish my tao lu! ;DDDDDDDDDDD back to top?
Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 7:07 PM YAYAYAYAY! I AM HYPERRRRRR~ So, today we had the NYGH open house! It was quite fun lah. We were being lame and kicking the soccer ball around the place. And then Wan Lin and Jun Hui and So Phia(with her yoyo. I wants a yoyo!) suddenly appeared! They wanted me to perform, but I wasn't in my wushu things. xD And then after that I went to IMM with my family. And I got a new pair of lime green canvas shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HYPERRRRRRRRRRR! Yay, I love my canvas shoes! ;D Forever and ever and ever! The end. back to top?
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 4:52 PM Five major changes in me: I have become more cheem in English and Chinese I speak up more in class I actually ask questions in class I am actually a monitor. Oh my. I'm not kidding you. I was not the most likely graduate from rgps gep 07 to actually take on such a role. I actually know wushu, despite my "weak" and bony frame. Four er... things I miss most: Friends RGPS The food in RGPS Er... A lack of responsibility Three things I have gained from NYGH Pretty wushu jacket my very first Zig pen (cheers to you, Hui Ran!) a whole lot more pocket money. Two things I wish to have now: Money!! ;D Lol. Really. More time to handle my duties as a student, friend, sister, classmate, wushu-er and daughter One thing I really need right now: Peace and Tranquility. And a boyslikegirls CD. back to top?
Friday, May 9, 2008 @ 8:44 PM Lol, It has been such a long time since I last posted. Wheeeeeeeee! I've got a lot of homework! How sadistic. And almost all the subject files are due on Monday! ;__; and I need to read more chinese books for my SIA. I hate homework. I hate spelling homework wrongly. I almost always spell it homeowkr. Eee. I'm watching some youtube videos and playing Roliana now. Gaia is taking a long time to load. Sigh. I live such a boring life! Some interesting things happened last week: I chose my wushu weapon, the qiang, which in case you don't know, looks like a spear. You know, a longish stick with a pointy end. Finished NAPFA five items. Got 3A and 2B. ;D Signed up for Rgps P6 attachment to be held on Next Tuesday. I CAN'T WAIT. Bought myself a pen and 2 correction tapes Wrote a "step-by-step" zuo wen for the first time in my life Managed to solve the second layer of the rubiks cube Yay. My life isn't boring after all! xD back to top?
Friday, May 2, 2008 @ 6:27 PM YAY! FIRST POST ON RAINBOWTASTICITY! <3 back to top?