ping ghee. 14+. 16th October. NYGH. NYWS'11. 212'09 forever. 309'10. family. friends. Him.
Taylor Swift. BLG. chick flicks. sweets. caramel. glee. how i met your mother. csi:miami. pretty little liars. money. shopping. movies. enjoying life in general.
ships: Haleb (PLL), Fuinn (Glee), Quick (Glee), Mina (Glee), Sober (PLL), Swarkles (HIMYM), Danvannah (Hellcats)
“I have always been fascinated with fairy tales, and the idea that Prince Charming is just one castle away. And you’re gonna run across a field and meet each other in the middle, and have an amazing, perfect movie kiss. And it’s gonna be happily ever after.”

And bullies are not good people. Bullies are people I hate.

I didn't mean to lash out at you during class. I really didn't.

But you're the one who has been comparing my looks to cartoon characters that aren't even human, been saying how jealous you are of person 3 when there's only 3 of us hanging out, you've been staring at me like I have pink gum in my hair, you've been criticising my body shape.

And then you insist of taking pictures of me on a day I don't feel like my best. I tell you to stop, you laugh it over and just continue.

In my head, all I'm thinking is, please stop.

I'm already not the most confident person ever. I eat a lot, my backbone is screwed up, my hips are uneven, my thighs have muscles that bulge, and my face shape is a square.

If you don't stop, I think I might die.

I bet you never knew I was this weak. That I needed so much superficial encouragement. But the truth is, I do.

So go on and judge me. Go on and laugh at me. Just to let you know, it'll hurt. It all hurts. Always have, always will.

I think I will miss NYWS'11. ):

Dear Taylor, Y U SO FLAWLESS.

TRUST ME YOU WONT REGRET PRESSING PLAY.

H: "I have like twilights on moments, funny dreams, and just really unexpected stuff. Was I dreaming, did that really happen, did I imagine that whole thing just happened-"
L: "-Did Lucas actually kiss me when he thought I was asleep."
H: "Yeah. Things like that."
L: "I thought you might have been awake. And then I thought if she was awake and she didn't scream, that was a good sign."
H: "I was too surprised to do anything."
H: "I thought that we were friends. Look, I really like you Lucas."
L: "I feel like you're brekaing up with me, but we were never together."
H: "Look, I'm being honest with you. Besides, I already have a boyfriend."
L: "Well, I think you deserve better."
H: "Well, that's between me and Shaun. Look, I like you way too much to lie to you. And, that's something I used to do all the time."
L: "Couldn't you just keep lying for old time's sake?"


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Aww, Hanna/Lucas ;_;

so many gems.

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Ar: "Did you ever wish you could go back? Would you still talk to me at the bar?"
Ez: "If I'd just left the bar then, you'd just be the pretty girl that sits two rows from me in class, and I'll just be the teacher that teaches you."
Ez: "Do you? Ever wish you could go back?"
Ar: "No."
Ez: "Then we don't go back. We move forward, together."
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